There's no one else to blame...

My life is marked by epic love stories... that have never had a chance to happen.

"I've been broken
words unspoken
between a recent page of my life
wounds open
just soaking in
the rays of a starry, starry night ... "
Lullaby - Mantra feat Linda Oliveri

"Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me"
Breath Me- Sia

"Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairytale
I'm damaged, so how would I know?
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've taken away
Cause I feel you, I feel you near me
Healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
Won't let anyone get close to me
I'm damaged, as I'm sure you know
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you to know
Can't go back
I must go on..."
Damaged - Plumb



How does it feel to be the greatest love of many and the one worth fighting for of none?